Another post written previously… now that the secrets out – I am sharing my inner thoughts during those quiet days!
The first trimester is ROUGH to say the least. Its really a hazing period. My baby is hazing me. He or she is getting me ready to be a mother, experience sleepless nights and discomfort.
The nausea is real, the vomiting is real, the changes in my body are R.E.A.L…
Zofran has been my best friend, and I’m SO thankful its working so I’m able to eat, but baby is a picky little thing!! Baby is ANTI all chicken & meat. Baby does NOT like the look of cheeseburgers, despite that being the something i truly want to eat. I’ve learned that even if I want something, it might not be the case for what baby wants!
Yesterday, 10.23.20, was by far the hardest date… (its also strange for me, because right now, I’m only 9 weeks so we’re still not public yet. Our friends and family know, but I’m writing this post and you will be reading it in a few weeks from now!) Yesterday, was hard. I was crying about everything. I was crying because I couldn’t eat what i wanted to eat. I was crying because I was too tired of eating. I was crying because I was crying.
Pregnancy is hard. My beautiful momma reminded me I can still be grateful for this beautiful baby I’m growing and also be tired and emotional about the changes and hard things.
If you are a new mama to be, just know… its OK to cry. Its ok to feel exhausted. Its ok to take a whole day and do nothing but grow a human. Today I’m enjoying a day of NOTHING. I’m watching Greys for the 90th time and enjoying a coffee and doing nothing but relax and grow this human.